luni, 9 martie 2009

Nightmare in a sea of tears

- So, tell me your dream…
- Not much to say… I am in a building, looking for something or someone…
- Do u know what you’re looking for?
- No… not really, no.
- …
- ... and there are stairs… many stairs… all kinds… stairs going nowhere… suddenly they stop and they meet other stairs, they become like a complicated net of stairs, of climbing and descending stairs, that lead to nowhere… and I’m stuck in there... so much pressure and my mind is spinning in small circles, smaller and smaller.… spinning faster and faster… till I can not contain a single thought and I’m just spinning like an empty record… with this feeling that I’m trapped with no means to escape… ME.
- This building in witch you are trapped… is your own mind… the stairs are your thoughts… just “walking” around your mind… but going nowhere! you must find what it is you are searching for…. and you’ll find the way out!

Eat the cookie and grow up! Then eat the mushroom and disappear in a sea of tears… but u must learn how to swim first! You must get to the other shore… there is a chance you will find there whatever it is you do not know you’re looking for.

-Will you go to bed now?
- I can't... I don't know how to swim yet...

6 comentarii:

joaquin carvel spunea...

i love your description of the stairs here - and the hesitation - like not knowing is hard, but knowing is scary - and now i want a cookie.

silly girl spunea...

... this is my real nightmare, but without the sea of tears - only the stairs part. very dry and very scary nightmare.

a cookie? even if it will make u grow up for good???

joaquin carvel spunea...

no, not to grow up for good...only to see what up feels like.

Silly Girl spunea...

up?... probably feels like dizzy :)

Minos spunea...

Usually, there's a man with a boat who can get you to the other side.
But you need two coins for that...

Silly Girl spunea...

I dun feel like dyin' yet. I'd rather learn how to swim.

10x, tizu' :P